thinking…
I think to much. Every day we talk I worry more and more if this is really a good idea. I’m scared I’m only in it to win it now because I’m 200 miles away, but as soon as I get there I will want to back out. I don’t want to hurt her because I’m unsure of what I want right now. That’s not fair to her. I don’t know whats going to happen in two weeks…
so…
I’ve been talking to this girl I met online. I really like talking to her, but every time we talk about what we are…I freeze. I don’t want to admit that I like her. I do like her. It scares me though. I like things to be easy, comfortable. Yet anytime she wants to talk about us, I just tell her she is being complicated. Ugh I feel like a bitch. I don’t know what to do…
It’s my kitty :)




